Random Babblings

It’s a brand new week…and as usual I have a bunch to do, only this time around my to do list seems never-ending. There’s laundry, cleaning, taxes, sorority stuff, finishing thank you cards and a bunch of other little things on my mind. Plus, my work to do list seems just as insurmountable right now. It was strange though, I woke up this morning before my alarm went off ready and willing to start the day. There’s something about fresh weather and spring that gets in my system. Now is the time for new beginnings, for taking each day as a gift and running with it. Life is too short to be consumed by hurt, pain or anger. So you get up, and you keep truckin’. I decided what I want out of life…and even more importantly I know what kind of person I am, and what kind of person I want to be. Pity parties are lame and pettiness and being selfish are overrated. Before I went to work I sat down and wrote Amber a letter. I couldn’t keep it in any longer. My mom asked me if I was angry at her…and that’s not the emotion consuming me. I feel hurt and disappointed. I never thought she of all people would treat me as she has. I’m curious to see if she responds – curious to see if she even cares.Yesterday was beautiful! I woke up with the worst hangover, in fact I felt like I was still intoxicated. I jumped in the shower hoping that would make me feel better…and it didn’t, not really. At least I was clean though. Scott and I went to our favorite breakfast restaurant and had a yummy meal. Then we came home and I put my pjs on and went back to bed. Rarely do I take a day just for myself where the only thing on the agenda is self pleasure. I napped, I got naked, I snacked, I watched tv, I played online…it was scandalous doing nothing! I can’t do that too often, but every now and again its like my inner being, my brain, my soul, whatever it is – just needs a break. Today I start the marathon work stretch. Faire starts this Saturday and runs until May 22nd, meaning I won’t have a day off until May 28th! Oh yay….This is my eighth year working faire, and every time around I think I must be crazy. There’s just something about it all that keeps me coming back. I love the feel of it all, plus the money doesn’t hurt. The extra mula will definitely come in handy in the next couple of months. Well, I’ve mindlessly babbled enough…I’m thinking its time to start my day!